I don’t know if there is even any point in doing a daily account of my week as it literally just involved staying in and looking after Dad2BabyInsomniac every day. I know on one day we wheeled Dad2BabyInsomniac into town in his wheelchair, only to realise it was too busy and someone could easily walk into his leg, so we came home again. Other highlights included going over to the supermarket and popping to the shop to rent a DVD.
I had a total freak out at the start of the week about death and dying. I think the stress of the accident and looking after everyone had got to me and I had a bit of a mini-breakdown. Luckily the day after I re-arranged all the furniture (something which is guaranteed to make me happy) which helped me to re-adjust to my new life.
I did struggle for a while, I had got so used to Dad2BabyInsomniac helping with Iyla and to have to do everything myself was a big shock. One which I felt a bit pissed off about, not with him but just in general. I am a lot happier now though and despite it being an incredibly boring week, it has also been a good one.